My last day of work is 1 week from today. I cannot believe it. In one week I'm going to be saying goodbye to everyone here and then frantically packing and cleaning the house. And then lugging furniture and boxes and driving 5 hours up to the Bay!

And then...then I have to find a job. Which seems so daunting and impossible right now being so far away and having no one call me after sending them my resume. I'm going to have to walk into Human Resource Departments, fill out applications and sell myself (I know it sounds dirty....it sometimes feels dirty).

But once these things are settled: moving, finding a job, finding a permanent apartment I think I will be ok, but right now I just don't want to think about it. Don't want to pack, don't want to say goodbye, don't want to move.

sigh. Can I just skip over this part and get to next month now.