June 14, 2002
Pity Me

So I called Sumit last night before I went to bed and he's yet again partying it up with his friends in SB for their last pregraduation Thursday night out. And that's ok, I mean he should be having fun, but can I say how unfair it is that I never got a chance to do this crap because I was hanging out with people younger than me and I'm too much of a wuss to go out on my own. So instead of staying down in SB and having the opportunity to go out, I got stuck in Benicia spending my nights in front of the tv watching my taped episodes of Days of Our Lives. How pathetic am I? Pretty damn pathetic. Although watching Days did lead me to know the answer to the Trivial Pursuit question of what soap opera takes place in Salem? And all of this emphasizes my point that where there is fun there is no Nuala because it only seems to happen when I am not around. It's like Superman and Clark Kent who can never be in the same place at the same time! Prime example: My birthdays which are never ANY fun. (whine, whine, moan, moan, I know, I know, but it is the whole point of the rants page)

Okay wait in the last half hour I've been given something else to bitch about. They finally installed the flat screen tv in the lounge at work and right now they are playing Interview with a Vampire and they haven't even installed the cable yet! How unfair is it that me! the queen of tv! will not be able to use it but the students who probably won't even bother will?! Life continues to be very unfair. Why oh why didn't I go into engineering!

Posted by nuala at June 14, 2002 12:00 PM
Comments

ok your life is just fine. so make a web site and cry about it.

Posted by: marilyn on February 27, 2003 11:49 AM

Can I just ask how you people are finding this entry other than by putting in "my life sucks" in the search engine? This is my website and I'll put what I want on it. You have a problem with that then don't read it!


Can anyone else tell I'm annoyed?

Posted by: Nuala on February 27, 2003 11:55 AM

Ur life does not suck not one bit so get over it whiny bitch

Posted by: mylifesucksWAY worse on March 9, 2003 11:30 AM

you were born in 1988, weren't you, heather?

you're fifteen, aren't you, heather?

i think that really says it all.

Posted by: didofoot on March 9, 2003 11:45 AM

Man, heather, your life really DOES suck. Anyone that uses "Ur" in a sentence must really be hurting in this unfairly educated world of ours.

When I see you begging for change in the winter cold, I'll take some pity on you, heather. But don't you dare fucking touch me.

Posted by: Jacob on March 9, 2003 11:51 AM

I love how people who think their lives suck more are calling ME a whiny bitch.

Posted by: Nuala on March 10, 2003 10:55 AM

Hey lady! how za goin! why dont you just by a nice 12in toy! Or drop me a line...ill fix u up

Posted by: bad man on March 15, 2003 03:25 PM

you know what you guys... quit being assholes to her. she needs a vent for her anger and frustrations with life. let her be. she never did jack shit to you and is harming no one. why did you come here in the first place? did you think it was going to be all pretty pink butterfiles and dafodils. she has problems with herself that are by no part her fault. TO ALL YOU HATERS... SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!

Posted by: a fellow depressed person on April 11, 2003 02:16 PM

right on. except this is so weird because she is not a depressed person. except possibly i am confusing "depressed" with "depressing." you're definitely not depressing, ducks, and neither is your site. now i am worried though - you're not secretly depressed are you?

i *do* actually think of pretty pink butterflies and daffodils in connection with you...

and, seriously, HOW are these people finding you???

Posted by: didofoot on April 11, 2003 02:46 PM

Maybe they're depressed because they missed the word of the day...

Posted by: sean on April 11, 2003 02:54 PM

Maybe.....I love how people randomly find this one entry in particular

Posted by: Nuala on April 11, 2003 03:03 PM

you KNOW it's because they all typed "my life sucks" into their browser. and you'd probably get a whole lot more, except most people are typing "my life sux."

Posted by: didofoot on April 11, 2003 03:04 PM

oops, you said that yourself way back when. my attention span sux.

Posted by: didofoot on April 11, 2003 03:05 PM

Why don't you guys just leave this girl anone? If you have a problem with what she said, then don't read it. What did you expect to find when you came to this site? DUH!!! And instead of calling her bad names, why don't you try to encourage her or something?!?!? BE NICE!! I know that once in a while your life sucks, so you should know how it feels, besides she's just trying to let her frustrations out. I'm sure that she DOESN'T need you being rude to her, especially after a bad day or something. SO BACK OFF!!!!

Posted by: another person who's life sux on May 3, 2003 04:07 PM

ur pitiful i hate my life right now i'm ready to die and go to hell my dad kicked me out of the house like 3 times now and the last time he kicked me out he tried to kill me he was choking me for like 10 minutes hitting me in the stomach and head he gave me a black n blue lip he cut my neck with his fingers digging into my neck and then he throws me in the bathtub and i brake all the wooden shelves on the wall and the curtain rod fell on me. i just got back up and told him to F*CK OFF and i left and havent seen him since. this was about a month ago and i'm still pissed. i live with my friends now paying rent in an house i still go to school and i work around 30 to 40 hours a week. my life sucks and i'm tired of it i wish i would die so i wont have to be in this hell world. i sometimes wonder why life exsist and why was i born but i never find the answere

Posted by: suicidal teen on May 21, 2003 10:29 AM

ur pitiful i hate my life right now i'm ready to die and go to hell my dad kicked me out of the house like 3 times now and the last time he kicked me out he tried to kill me he was choking me for like 10 minutes hitting me in the stomach and head he gave me a black n blue lip he cut my neck with his fingers digging into my neck and then he throws me in the bathtub and i brake all the wooden shelves on the wall and the curtain rod fell on me. i just got back up and told him to F*CK OFF and i left and havent seen him since. this was about a month ago and i'm still pissed. i live with my friends now paying rent in an house i still go to school and i work around 30 to 40 hours a week. my life sucks and i'm tired of it i wish i would die so i wont have to be in this hell world. i sometimes wonder why life exsist and why was i born but i never find the answere

Posted by: suicidal teen on May 21, 2003 10:29 AM

Suicidal teen has got everyone on here beat..... easily. I have a friend with similar problems. His dad strangles him and puts bruises all over him. He just turned 18 and finally left. and yes, i did find this site by typing in my life sucks. b/c it does suck whenever im not drunk, stoned, barred out, etc...... But if i quit that stuff it sucks more. So fuck it

Posted by: anonymous little fly on May 25, 2003 03:17 AM

ok well i did type in my life sux cause it does. im not gonna be those dumb ass freaks that says why but i am very depressed right now

Posted by: sophia on May 26, 2003 08:54 PM

Hang in there guys, things will get better. Be strong, learn how to depend on yourself, set goals, and show those fuckers who you can be! Let those that abused you rot in their own hate. PROVE THEM WRONG!!!! Rise up out the bullshit and find your way in this life. The best revenge is your success. Suicidal teen - your dad will need your help one day - he'll drag his sorry ass up to you and ask for you to give him a hand. Make him crawl on his belly for the shit he put you through. Yes there are really mean, nasty, ugly people in this world. Don't let them infect your life. In the end - you are all you have. Invest in yourself - find a dream and follow it!

Posted by: moe on May 29, 2003 06:40 AM

ya know what, i typed a nice long piece about when your young you've got your whole life to change things, but its bollocks, i held on to one thing when i felt like you guys, hundreds of miles from home surrounded by assholes and that was 'what ever doesn't beat you makes you stronger' and its true, I got away from them got better grades and made new, and frankly way cooler friends elsewhere. Sorry guys study is the best way to get out of town with a future. oh and why your depressed doesn't matter it's finding something real to get through it that does. (and for gods sake f.y.i. weed and alcohol are know to cause depression duh! try smilling its about as helpful!)

Posted by: dan on June 4, 2003 05:19 PM

To whom it may concern, I came here today because I typed in my life sucks just like some of you did.Difference is I'm 46 years old.But there was a time when my life did not suck, I was singing and playing music and traveling all over the US.I was on national tv, radio,recorded two albums, and sang in front of seven thousand people then I got into a bad relationship that pulled me away from it all.Again I was hurt very deeply.Growing up my dad was very rough on me too.The way I over came the bad times was praying to Jesus Christ and reading the bible.I still go thru hard times but I keep believing deep inside that the sun will shine again!Talk to God and read his word! I guarantee you it will change your life if you let Him! Take care and may God bless you all!

Posted by: A Friend on June 18, 2003 02:29 PM

hey! it's the guy from spin doctors!

Posted by: holohan on June 18, 2003 02:32 PM

I typed suck me in the search engine, hoping I'd get a porn site of blow jobs, but instead I got this pathetic site of depressed people. Seriously now, if you're very depressed you should seek professional help. Now, you may say I don't have money, well you don't need to. Go to an ER and tell them that you tried to commit suicide and tell them elaborated stories, or show them your scars on your wrists, if any (if not you should get them, you'll get better care). Then, tell them that you don't know why you're soooo depressed and feel that won't make it through the night and want help. Most ER's have psychiatric emergency rooms, if not they'll send you to one. Once there, things will change, whether you're a teen, adult, slut, etc. I could tell you the rest, but I need to find a porn site. Gotta work the system!!

Posted by: Damn you on June 20, 2003 11:02 AM

This is out of control. This post has become the number four Google hit for "my life sucks", which is ironic considering Nuala. I'm thinking that maybe this post should disappear, unless you want more of this flame-or-cry-for-coolness crap.

Posted by: Jacob on June 20, 2003 11:56 AM

actually, I personally am hoping the porn guy comes back and tells me where to find some porn.

what impressed me most about him was his inability to find porn ON THE INTERNET.

Posted by: didofoot on June 20, 2003 12:02 PM

We can get it up to #4 if we all make a concerted effort, I think.

This is why Google wants to start listing blogs separately from other sites, I think. When that happens, the cut in CH traffic will be fairly severe. Still, I can understand - when Zembla is the #3 hit for "demoral," something is flawed in the relevancy rankings.

Posted by: Sean on June 20, 2003 12:27 PM

I have contemplated deleting the entry. Maybe I should just rename it. Maybe I'll do that. It is an annoying entry of me complaing, but hell I wrote it and that's what I felt. I shouldn't have to get rid of it, but nor should I have people telling me how dumb I am cause their life sucks more. Maybe I'll just disable comments.....ooo the choices.

Posted by: nuala on June 20, 2003 05:32 PM
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